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Sydnee is a Peach
20 August 2008 @ 10:32 am
Tuesday nights: Rebecca and I, cuddling.

I am really surprised by yesterday morning, and how bad it was. Who wouldve thought singing and dancing could lead to a mans rage?

Rebecca without her braces is stunning. Rebecca without her braces biting me, hurt.
Current Location: The dreaming.
Current Mood: curiouscurious
Current Music: LA BAMBA
Sydnee is a Peach
14 August 2008 @ 11:32 am
It's been a while. I wonder why.
I'm trying to focus on growth of myself, which is quite hard to do when you're also focusing on shrinking. I'm too big for this.
I've been screaming rap lyrics to potential men and shattering my arms against pseudo-pianos, wishing i could be something. Wishing i could show something. "I swear it's just nerves." It seems lately I've been stuck. Maybe i need to "grow".

I was playing kiss or kill, and i said oberon. They said "who? kill."
I don't think it's possible to kill the king.
Maybe they didn't get the memo.
Sydnee is a Peach
05 August 2008 @ 12:08 pm

Apparently they have no shifts open on evening schedule, so they guy pretty much let me down. He said I pretty much had the job, and then he called today and said that he was wrong.

Oh well. A lot of places are hiring right now though. Joanns, restaurants, blah. I'm just mildly disappointed.
Sydnee is a Peach
04 August 2008 @ 04:20 pm
Today, was interesting.

Woke up, got dressed.
Stopped at sonic for a breakfast burrito, no mean.
Got a mango italian soda at a coffee shop, where there is a really good looking guy.
Went to help my grandmother out.
Went to go get shots with my mum.
Went to a used book store, and I found the third volume of Sandman, and another volume. (score!)
Went to eat at my favorite restaurant (Pigged out) and ate egg salad sandwhichs on dark rye, and strawberries and bananas, and Peach mango tea.
Went by pet smart to check up on my application.
He started talking to me, and they need people bad and I pretty much got the job. He's going to call me tomorrow to make it official.
I'm happy that this happened. I really am.
Sydnee is a Peach
03 August 2008 @ 12:58 pm
Lately I've been staying up late and dying for no apparent reason. I've been having queer and brummagem dreams.

I really want the Books Of Blood, By Clive Barker.
I'm going to stop by the used book store to get it.
Honestly, as far as modern authors go, Barker is not only intelligent, but he's ingenius. His ideas are novel compared t his peers, and even the great Stephen King has said that Barker "makes the rest of us look like we have been asleep for ten years."
His work delves into the realms of Horror, dealing with subjects like sadomasochism, catholicism, psychopathia, and revenge. He has ghosts, demons, creatures, serial killers, and more twists than one of my favorite film makers, Midnight Shyamalan. His films, and art are inspiring as well. It is a sad disappointment that this man is 55 years old and homosexual, because I would gladly throw myself at him, just by his sheer genius.

Also, Sandman is addicting. It really is "comics for intellectuals."
I'm probably the only person at my school who is into graphic novels. (And I mean real ones, not manga.) I honestly think I won t lend my Sandman out though, to anyone. I like keeping things that mean a lot to me, and frankly, these have been a great source of inspiration.
I've always been a fan of Neil Gaiman, from his fantasy books, like Coraline and Stardust, to his graphic novels, to his films. His character development alone is enough for anyone to admire the man.

I have to re-read a couple okay books for my English 4 AP class. I'm really glad that it's just a journal, and not some lengthy "find all of the ostentatious words and every simile and then hang yourself from your ceiling lamp."

As of music, well, my own has come along greatly. I have always had a knack for lyrics, because I've always been a poet. Now, the piano, on the other hand, is a hard beast to tame. I'm not for taming it to be quite frank, but I'm sure it's an amiable friend. We have tea every morning, and dinner every night. Now, speaking of instruments as friends, I'm about to rekindle a friendship with something that has haunted me for years after I have parted ways. My violin. Honestly, to think f the violin as a friend, for me, is a lie. More like an ex-lover. I'm really thinking about picking it, Him, up again, and seeing how this all fits within my creative plane.

As for other peoples music, I have lightly embraces good hearted music like the pixie-queen, Bjork, and the Art-Rock intellectuals, Talking Heads. They are slightly inspirational, but I am looking from afar, as to not latch onto their being and be a carbon copy.

I need to find inspiring people. A motley of beings who will bring me dreams.
Sydnee is a Peach
31 July 2008 @ 03:34 pm

Do you guise like it?
Sydnee is a Peach
30 July 2008 @ 12:52 pm

Look at that trainwreck.
Sydnee is a Peach
30 July 2008 @ 12:13 pm
My mother is disappointed that I quit my job, but I don't think it will be that hard for me to find one quick.

I'm going to focus on my art and music, and maybe sell some art online.
My feet are cold. My thighs are cold. My lengths are cold.

I believe I need to get more applications today.
Sydnee is a Peach
28 July 2008 @ 10:15 am
I just quit me job.
Fuck me.
Sydnee is a Peach
26 July 2008 @ 04:50 pm
Going out to dinner with Matt.
I have to wake him up.
Work was crazy.
Liars are crazy.
I don't know what to do with myself.
Well I guess I'll paint a smile on and pretend like nothing happened and forget about ghosts and goblins because good girls don't shiver.
I made a peanut butter and cheese sandwich at work and it reminded me of snow.

Death to curls.
Current Music: Isobel-Bjork